Monday, June 14, 2010

Pause

Pause. What's on your mind when u hear abt this word? Well, when I hear about this word, I simply thought about a player, dvd, game, or music maybe. Something that we're playing, and because of something we have to stop it for a while. Ever heard of this words? Life is a game? I kind of agree with that statement. Life is like a game, u have a choice to decide which way u want to go, how to solve your problems, and how to solve the maze, how to use equipments, and many2 more... If we played that game like hours, we might be have to paused(to eat, bladder, shower), to keep focus on that game. Well, it's likewise with this life. Ever feel very full ? Like problems keep coming and coming, and you have no idea how to solve all of those? :)
Well, lately I do feel like that. I feel like my life torn apart, all of my walls. And I have no idea what to do. I don't know how to share all those. I just keep silent, and my mind getting worse..and worse....
And all of the sudden, something inside me tell me to pause. Just stop thinking about myself nor my problems, just stop. I really love travelling, I love to see the world, see the diversity. And today, that becomes my 'PAUSE'. I also quiet a melancholic person, I love to analyze stuffs, also people, LOL. Today, I analyze people I met on the street. I looked at them, randomly. Keep looking..keep staring.. and I found this amazing thing. I see miracle everytime I see people. Yes, EVERYTIME! Miracle is not something so BIG that just some people can experience it.. No..no... Miracle is simple. When I see God taken care of everyone I saw in the street, I see miracle. When I see my friend get a job, I see miracle. When I see my friend change to a better person, I see miracle. There can be miracle, when you believe, right?
One quote I got from 'Bruce Almighty' is Be The Miracle. Many people not knowing what miracle is, then, it's your task to become a miracle for them!
Sometimes in your life, u just have to pause things, slow things down, and see what God have done in your life...and you can't even count the miracles God gave to u ^^ B